Today I returned to teach in a school I hadn’t been to for a while. Long enough for me to forget most of their names, but not their faces.
It was a strange sensation. On the previous occasion I ended up teaching there for several months - eventually I began to feel more like a regular teacher than a substitute. I had all the benefits (and challenges) that familiarity with the individual pupils breeds.
Today I was just there for the day - yet it felt almost as if I was still that regular teacher. As if I was returning from a period away to resume where I left off. As if they’d had substitute to cover for me.
A very odd feeling.
And eventually, in my mind, the names did start to reappear beside their respective faces - although, rather strangely, they seemed to come after everything else - the names came last.
It appears my memory works like this:
First the face, then the rest of the appearance. Next come the shadows - the people they got on well with, and those with whom they fought; the voices and the conversations. That was, bizarrely, followed by the memory of the comments I wrote about them in their report cards - what does that say about me? And finally the names - first names first, surnames struggling along behind.
The human mind is a wonderful, crazy thing. I’ll wager that the different people reading this will have altogether different memory sequences and patterns.
I’ve always envied people with good memories - mine is shocking. But in this job it’ll certainly get plenty of exercise.
It appears my memory works like this:
First the face, then the rest of the appearance. Next come the shadows - the people they got on well with, and those with whom they fought; the voices and the conversations. That was, bizarrely, followed by the memory of the comments I wrote about them in their report cards - what does that say about me? And finally the names - first names first, surnames struggling along behind.
The human mind is a wonderful, crazy thing. I’ll wager that the different people reading this will have altogether different memory sequences and patterns.
I’ve always envied people with good memories - mine is shocking. But in this job it’ll certainly get plenty of exercise.
4 comments:
I've always had a crazy sharp memory. It amazes and amuses my friends, but it can also be a curse. I have a photographic conversational memory, and will remember conversations ver batim, for YEARS. Even decades. It's ended quite a few relationships, as I don't forget much. Most men are intimidated by that when I quote back what they said on some particular occasion word for word, and catch them in a lie. Like I said... blessing and a curse.
That's an amazing gift. I am so envious.
I can see how that could be intimidating. I know quite often I'm hoping that the person has forgotten the crap I say immediately after the conversation ends - years after could be an issue.
i don't so much have a very bad memory, as i have a very bad drinking problem . . .
Sam, I never forget what you say as I have to go to the library afterwards to check out the literary allusions.
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